December 11th, 2024 Visitation

I had my second supervised visitation with Declan and Sloane on December 11th. Which ended up going better than the first (only because they weren't screaming the whole time) but also just as bad due to them still being afraid of me. I since had a third supervised visitation on December 18th that was even worse due to the second one going better. Obviously these kids are being coached on what to say and do. They are also being questioned after each visit since the things that went well on the second visit went away on the third. I don't want to say too much as I know these kids are the ones that are getting punished if they do or say certain things to me. Things that were a normal part of our lives before they were taken.

These kids were with me 24/7 for their entire lives up until July 2nd. They never said or acted the way they do now and it's obvious where they're getting this behavior from. Especially when they straight up say it. But so far, no one in the system thinks this is a problem.

Here is a highlight of how they acted on the December 11th visitation. It's a snapshot of 3 hours of audio.

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For everyone involved in this process that are using the excuse that "they don't know if their behavior is normal or not because they didn't know these kids before", here are some pictures of my kids with me earlier this year. Also, the fact that they would rather climb up a complete stranger than be with their own parent should also be a red flag but nope. I get the same excuse from the same people. "Maybe they always acted that way". WTF. When I ask, do your kids act that way with complete strangers they say no. Correct. No. There are no kids that would rather go to a complete stranger than their own parent. I am so sick of our system and their excuses.

At this point in my life I finally understand why some people walk away from their families. I am fortunate to have so much going for me. So much evidence that I know will help the outcome when this is all said and done. But what scares me are the people out there that don't have anything near what I have. They wouldn't have a chance. I completely see how they could just throw their hands up and walk away. It should not be this hard to fight for your children's safety. I never thought I'd have to fight my own god damn government to do so. Who knew it was so fucked up?

This is child abuse, emotional abuse, mental abuse and is just as illegal as physical abuse. But our government allows it to continue...